"MASOQUISMO INTRINSECO NATO " : ....el post que nunca fue

bueno pues el post que tenia pensado hacer era acreca de este alocado fin de semana que tuve que hace mucho no tenia...pero....despues de pensarlo.......creo que no vale la pena escribir acerca de como hize una serie de estupideces y termine alcolizado (algo que nucna hago) mientras alguien hablaba acerca de religion......asi que me ahorrare mi recuento de esa serie de eventos que ahora no parecen tan divertidos....y hablare acerca de lo que esta sucitando ultimamente....

pues creo que voy mejor...me siento mejor...muero por entrar ala escuela.....y estos dias me han servido para encontrar alguas respuestas que necesitaba......saber que quiero...que no quiero.....saber que hay problemas que pueden resolverse sin hecharle tanto limon ala cortada....y creo que si pase por esa fase semi sombria es porque queria ...pero creo que mas o menos se la solucion a ese problema y estoy trabajhando en ello..al parecer esta resultando...pero aun me es pronto el s aber si me va funcionar lo que estoy intentando hacer........con fe...espero que asi sea.....

mirando ami banner me puse a pensar en esa pregunta........sere como una nave espacial abanonada?...brillar por fuera....y por dentro nada......apesar de el singificado o la intencion inicial que quize darle...ahora ha tomado una direccion opuesta y me da una patada en el trasero......y creo que titula perfectamente esta fase de la que hablaba anteriormente por la que pase ( o estoy pasando) y de la que espero algun dia liberarme. "Brillas por fuera por dentro nada"....y es precisamente como me sentia....todo bien por fuera....todo mal por dentro......pero....creo que todo esta en mi...y este masoquismo intrinseco nato.......jajaj eso sono como un buen titulo.....pero he decidio dejar eso...a lmenso internarlo...o morir en el intento....porque quiero estar bien...quiero ser feliz...quiesro estar con las personas que quiero.....solo quiero ser.....nose que va traer ese "SER"....o ese estar ....estar mal...estar bien...pero quiero tener la oportunidad de estar...y poder seguir adelante con mi vida..que quza dure años...quiza meses..o hasta dias.....y no quiero morir pensando en que pude haber hecho cosas que no me atrevi...o que estaba limitandome a hacer por el hecho de no haberme arriesgado.....

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